TBPP000086 songs(p13
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while the feeling returns season after season
that you are married to the earth in a shit-it-eat-it way
that the best fruit comes from the worst emissions
and by eating the thing we grow
we are eating ourselves new and raw
with the passage of time
10
don't blame me for having stopped writing altogether
ever since i went west
what am i supposed to write about
and where am i supposed to publish
the chinese newspapers and magazines overseas being so money-minded
and sex-centred
taiwan and hong kong too far away
and the mainland too politically exclusive
my chinese daily growing stale
like an opened beer can
never drunk
or a too old body
that can't sell itself
even when fully exposed to the public view
day and night
how strange it is that you had thought anything was possible
once you went west
which was supposed to be the solution
to all the chinese communist problems:
overcrowding lack of sex weekly political sessions
centralized collectivism
worshipping of a deified personality repressive nationalism
instead
you find parallels:
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